This is the BEST place i found where i can really tell out something i don't dare to tell in words.

LOT LOT LOT things happened. i am the BIGGEST problem.

Feel like dieing now. Other than die, I really dunno what i can do now. I really need a shoulder or someone to talk to. But i don't dare to tell anyone my problems even the BESTIE. I will rather keep it to myself. This is ME. YES! I am stubborn.

I cried in the bathroom. i don't know when is the last time i cried. few years ago?

Wont sleep so much recently. i will use the workload to burn the time.

No worry ppl. i will be alright.